when something i read, see, or hear inspires me, i like to jot down reminders to myself so i might explore 'whatever it was' at my leisure later on. (yes, i agree, that makes me a total nerd, and, even worse, i do not care !).
as this note-taking seems to occur at inconvenient moments, i am often left without the time or resources to properly record my thoughts. as a result, i tend to find hurried, cryptic little notes almost everywhere i look, and none of them seem to make a whole heap of sense.
upon recently facing the annual horror that is 'income tax time', i noticed the words "xtina. shark. chain-mail. backrub" written in my hand on the back of a bank statement dated some 4 months prior. there it was. in dark red scrawl. xtina shark chain-mail backrub. no other hints. just that.
to this day, i have not even the vaguest clue what that note means. and it's not the first time this has happened, either. i can barely stand the fact that i'll never have time to find out everything i want to know, yet my stubbornly clinging to an ineffective 'mental shorthand' is not helping.
my brain doesn't want to go back there to the boring old note. it already forgot about that once, and it hasn't got the patience for it again. "besides ..." my brain shouts ... "who has time to waste in deciphering old notes ? ... look over there ! ... get me a pen, quickly, and a scrap of paper too, okay ... now write this down ... harry tree easter furby".